OBS 25th Nov-29th Nov
it was a wonderful experience... it really opened mah eyes to discover myself... to discover others..
i'd want to remember all the things i've learnt thru this camp. its not just any camp. not like np ones.. not like any other obs camps. of coz, the activities were fun.. esp sailing and rock-climbing etc. but the matter is not abt the carrying out of activities, but the mental process of it all. its great coz it aint like np ones where seniors would lecture u for not being ideally behaved, instead we were pretty much left alone independently to see for ourselves the results of our actions.
ok blah. i just wanna share some of the stuff here.....
great discovery ------i guess i'd lost touch of myself... i just dont know what i can do and what i dont know i can.... and im like just a BlAnk person.. really, the idk-idk portion of me is big, and ha.... i may haf been living mah days in aj like tat.. dont know dont know kinda thing....... heh but im not like tat, i need ppl~ the ppl who can gear me up and influence me to do things i never knew i could. yap, im not very self motivated. an analogy would be the game where we had to freeze when the person infront turns back-- ha.. im reluctant to move. i keep myself freezed all the time.... but how long will friends and ppl keep me going? when they leave, who would motivate me?
.. whatever it is, at least im aware now.
....i've realised tat sometimes having a narrow or shallow point of view can make us sad ppl.... it's better to hear from different ppl with different perspectives, so it'd broaden our view to see a bigger picture.. 8) yeah.
Well i got to make friends with our sch ppl.. haha... aj ppl aint as bad as i always tot..... i feel silly for thinking tat way... but its just tat im in a situation where lotsa ajcians ard me are pretty much the reason y i haf a distaste for them... cant stand it!!! they restrict me from being myself, and i know i gave up most of the time. it sucks, but i cant help it.
i really wanna thank cecilia and charmaine.. im really fortunate to know them. Shukor our instructor wasnt exactly the one who sparks me into thinking and evaluating, it was them. they're cool. great ppl to get to know...
of coz not forgetting liquan... haha.. mah climbing partner..... we're the best!!!!! i know we'll never forget our victoriES and what we learnt from them.... to be able to work well with someone gives me a great feeling.. and winning just makes it all sweeter. what can i say.....
lala!! hehe..... stella~.... had a nice lengthy talk with her last night... ;) im glad that u were there sharing those times with me~~
and there was all our teamates from VIJAYA!!! ( name of the cutter we sailed in) hAHAH..... all of them brighten our days hAhaha...
so many things to say, but man, the experience was personal... i feel like it added meaning to living out our lives. thank God so much...
;) muahahhaahahahha ..........
it was a wonderful experience... it really opened mah eyes to discover myself... to discover others..
i'd want to remember all the things i've learnt thru this camp. its not just any camp. not like np ones.. not like any other obs camps. of coz, the activities were fun.. esp sailing and rock-climbing etc. but the matter is not abt the carrying out of activities, but the mental process of it all. its great coz it aint like np ones where seniors would lecture u for not being ideally behaved, instead we were pretty much left alone independently to see for ourselves the results of our actions.
ok blah. i just wanna share some of the stuff here.....
great discovery ------i guess i'd lost touch of myself... i just dont know what i can do and what i dont know i can.... and im like just a BlAnk person.. really, the idk-idk portion of me is big, and ha.... i may haf been living mah days in aj like tat.. dont know dont know kinda thing....... heh but im not like tat, i need ppl~ the ppl who can gear me up and influence me to do things i never knew i could. yap, im not very self motivated. an analogy would be the game where we had to freeze when the person infront turns back-- ha.. im reluctant to move. i keep myself freezed all the time.... but how long will friends and ppl keep me going? when they leave, who would motivate me?
.. whatever it is, at least im aware now.
....i've realised tat sometimes having a narrow or shallow point of view can make us sad ppl.... it's better to hear from different ppl with different perspectives, so it'd broaden our view to see a bigger picture.. 8) yeah.
Well i got to make friends with our sch ppl.. haha... aj ppl aint as bad as i always tot..... i feel silly for thinking tat way... but its just tat im in a situation where lotsa ajcians ard me are pretty much the reason y i haf a distaste for them... cant stand it!!! they restrict me from being myself, and i know i gave up most of the time. it sucks, but i cant help it.
i really wanna thank cecilia and charmaine.. im really fortunate to know them. Shukor our instructor wasnt exactly the one who sparks me into thinking and evaluating, it was them. they're cool. great ppl to get to know...
of coz not forgetting liquan... haha.. mah climbing partner..... we're the best!!!!! i know we'll never forget our victoriES and what we learnt from them.... to be able to work well with someone gives me a great feeling.. and winning just makes it all sweeter. what can i say.....
lala!! hehe..... stella~.... had a nice lengthy talk with her last night... ;) im glad that u were there sharing those times with me~~
and there was all our teamates from VIJAYA!!! ( name of the cutter we sailed in) hAHAH..... all of them brighten our days hAhaha...
so many things to say, but man, the experience was personal... i feel like it added meaning to living out our lives. thank God so much...
;) muahahhaahahahha ..........
posted by lisa at
2:49 AM
